Last night we went to ride our horses at our trainers. It wasn't a good night for Doll & I. It was a mixture of things that added up to no fun. She got spooked and I got stressed. We rode through it but it shook me up. Mostly, I was faced with the fact that I have a lot to learn about horses. I'm up for it but at the time I questioned whether I was strong enough physically and emotionally to be a good leader. She is a great horse but I have to learn to be a good horseman. That is going to required time and lots of it. I came home, had a cry, a hot shower and headed for bed.